Poetry

Broken Heart

I will never forget the days we once had

The days when you were everything to me

My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever

But now I realize that was all a big dream

The feelings I have for you will never go

I wish I could take back that one regretful day

The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms

Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets

That I would once have to live through

The sight of you in someone else's arms

Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces

I sometimes wonder if you still think of me

Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd

I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back

But for now, I'll sit here silently

Remembering all the memories we once shared

Everyday my love grows much stronger

Hoping that one day you will feel the same

And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

The Lost Love

I envy not in any moods

The captive void of noble rage,

The linnet born within the cage,

That never knew the summer woods;

I envy not the beast that takes

His license in the field of time,

Unfetter’d by the sense of crime,

To whom a conscience never wakes;

Nor, what may count itself as blest,

The heart that never plighted troth

But stagnates in the weeds of sloth;

Nor any want-begotten rest.

I hold it true, whate’er befall;

I feel it, when I sorrow most;

‘T is better to have loved and lost

Than never to have loved at all.

Love

Love ….

Love is the biggest price from the God

It’s suddenly came to someone

Without a planning,

Without an announcement,

But it can e directly screamed everybody

Love is accept

Not to choose

With love, someone can be changes

Different with the original character

Love has big influence for people life

Especially who felt them

It also can make someone

Want to do everything

Just to fulfill their love

Yeah. . .

It can be happened

Because of love

Our behavior with before

Love choose wanna’s great

Because,

Love is a great too . . .

Nights Without You

Sleepless, dreamless, hopeless nights,

I wish for you to come.

To fill my eyes with tears of happiness,

and take away this glum.

I wish for you to put your hands around me,

and make me cozy and warm,

and fill my stomach with butterflies and bees,

that so gently swarm.

I wish for you to bring me joy,

when everything seems so bad,

and take me out of this unhappy mood,

that makes me feel so sad.

I wish for you to give me back the memories

that brightened up my heart,

and let us share more of them,

because I do not understand

why we ever did part.

I wish for everything to be as it was,

having soft sleeps filled with dreams and hope tonight,

so that for every coming day there is a shine of light.

Does it have to end like this?

For I'm not back in your arms,

my dreams still torn,

my heart still empty,

my life with no happiness,

my day with no future without you.

Hilangnya Rasa Percaya

Di kala rasa percaya mulai tertanam

Pada sebuah pribadi insani

Dalam jiwa yang lelah ini. . .

Lelah akan tangisan, penyesalan, dan usaha

Yang selama ini telah diperjuangkan.

Namun, semua telah menjadi masa lalu

Masa lalu yang kelabu

Pupusnya semua harapan menjadi indikator

Betapa bodohnya aku . .

Aku berusaha untuk keluar

Dari jerat yang menyakitkan ini

Tapi,sebelum semuanya berhasil

Kini, semuanya terulang kembali

Masa lalu yang suram

Terlihat seperti dejavu

Meski semuanya adalah nyata . .

Aku harus merasakan rasa ini untuk yang kesekian kalinya

Namun, aku masih belum bisa lepas

Dari semua itu,

Aku sulit untuk meninggalkannya

Dalam hati kecilku menginginkan perubahan

Aku pun bertanya,

Kapan semua ini akan berakhir ?

Dan memulainya dengan yang baru. . .

Dengan penuh harapan

Dan asa yang selama ini kuimpikan

Oh Tuhan, dengarkanlah rintihan hati ini

Kenapa semua ini terjadi padaku ?